I’d like to end this years blog series with my favourite contemplative thought. When I think about getting inside the
mind of God I usually will dwell on a meditation I like to put in these terms: “When all the universes that could be
created – have been created… what will happen then?” Similarly to the Lifestream Curriculum, I view this pattern of
evolution very much as a spiral. A spiral that has reached a top point beyond which nothing will repeat. Like the
caterpillar entering its cocoon however, this end of the spiral is only another rebirth opportunity. An energetic shift
that cannot be compared with any type of ‘Big Bang’ that our human minds can comprehend. This contemplation
holds a very high vibration and holds a level of curiosity that no one except the true creative source behind universal
creation can answer. Of coarse this question will only make sense to you if you believe that other universes exist to
begin with. We tend to put multiple universes in a linear order in our minds, but whether they are created one after
another or exist at the same time will not alter the ultimate answer. So why ask the question if we will not know the
answer any time soon? Well the journey is half the fun, and in this case the probing will open up doors of
consciousness that will lead us towards answers, even if they are small and incremental. So do all universes
overcome the force of darkness in time and explode in light as they end their lifespan, or is that battle solely
represented in our current universe only? If we were to scale down this thought into something smaller we could look
at it in terms of galaxies not universes. After all how do we know what is going on in another galaxy if we are
confined to this one? We are at a point today where our subconscious is asking us if we are brave enough to trust
conscious expansion of our minds and what we believe to be truth. We are at a point in history where we are fully
capable of asking a broad question like this. Asking questions on this scale allows us to reach for answers and
solutions that can truly bring about heaven on Earth. As I illustrated in last months blog, the only factor holding us
back is fear. This fear holds open consciousness as a hostage, believing in wars as humanitarian assistance, global
warming in the face of cooling statistics, destruction of the individual in place of the collective, and financial losses to
cover up financial theft. Have you ever wondered what would happen if everyone in the same minute around the
world were to put down their weapons and embrace new parameters of thinking. Those who live lives in the dark
would be found very easily. Their mandate would be rather transparent because they would stick out like a sore
thumb. Their intentions laid bare. I recently heard David Icke, an English writer and public speaker, say that he never
met anyone in his whole life who wanted war and thought it was a good thing. When you think about it you probably
haven’t either. Right now on our planet our consciousness is a bit like a modern day ocean. It is free and fluid, yet
ultimately polluted. We invite our children to look but not necessarily to swim in it. And that is reinforced by our
fractured education system. At what point did we feel it was okay to stop letting in the light of new consciousness. If
a baby has a generous selection of toys and outgrows them all, what does the child then create? What has the child
become? And what does the child understand themselves as? As a parent, this is something we all wonder. Perhaps
the creator behind multiple universe is asking the exact same question.
November - Reorganize
Over the course of this year I've touched on a variety of topics bouncing around my mind. When I started out they
seemed like separate entities, off in different rooms, having isolated effects on me. There comes though times in your
life when you run into knowledge from others that serves to jump start key revelations in your own awareness. In
the spark of a few seconds of thought, that breakthrough moment can help you integrate those separate
components into a greater whole. The theory of its unity might have been there all along in the back of your mind but
until we have that moment of clarity it won't have much of an impact. On this page I've gone to extremes, addressing
love and fear, and some of the ways it manifests on this planet. Do we break to the will of a fear based totalitarian
dictatorship, or do we embrace true freedom through a high spiritual ideal? This is a world of wild diversity where a
multitude of different thinking and practices exist. In some ways it can feel like the ethical life we live is a completely
different world to those living unethically. David Wilcock from divinecosmos.com, is a lecturer, author, and filmmaker
based in Los Angeles, California. While we happen to share the same birth year of 1973, I cannot boast graduating
from the State University of New York with a BA in Psychology. Regardless David is perhaps best known for The
Source Field Investigations. While getting up to speed with his website I happened on one of his blogs; an interview
with Benjamin Fulford, a journalist living in Japan. What was contained in this article was a quote that so rocked my
world, it served to shake up those formally understood "different rooms of thought" into a multi-layered hive.
[DAVID WILCOCK: Complex Adaptive Systems theory - an offshoot of Chaos Theory and fractals.]
"What we know is that when you stress a 'complex adaptive system' like an economy to a point of peak instability, it reorganizes
into a higher level of order - quite spontaneously. The way in which it reorganizes cannot be predicted or scripted in advance -
and single entities within the system can become the cluster-points around which the new reorganization will occur. This was
modeled using computers that studied the behaviour of a pile of sand as it formed. Once the pile reaches 'chaos,' or peak
instability, the position or direction of movement of each particle can no longer be predicted. However, the pile then has an
avalanche and immediately reorganizes into a higher, more complex and more organized form of its former self."
Is it possible that within the chaos of this world, our mass consciousness is creating its own perfectly forming fractal?
Are the previous topics talked about on this page all weighed on some cosmic scale of measures designed to get us
to this 'direction of movement' David talks about? This is exciting because it means that the New World Order with all
it's preoccupation with perfect order - will not be able to fulfill its own ideal plans past a point of 'peak instability'.
What this does is give us a key to our own survival and a possible flourishing future. What this says is that one
individual can affect the outcome of the whole. This is empowering stuff. This is where the excitement for living comes
from. To challenge a system so rigid that the outcome can only be assured. There can only be one likely outcome to
an intent so strong that it reflects the very power that the universe itself was created upon. To whom we worship in
all this is of little consequence I think, it is the intention of reorganization that matters. It is here where hope dreams.
A belief that a system can collapse and be reborn into something stronger, better, and healthier. After a year poking
these issues with a stick from afar, it's time to wrap them all into one, with a bow on top. After all Christmas is close,
and with that comes a New Year. A year to reorganize our thoughts out of divisive fear and into one where we
mutually create our own fractals of growth and renewal out of the old system. Some may just wait and watch the
system fall, some may give it a helping hand but our thoughts will dictate how this pile of sand gets reorganized. So
when we hold the highest ideal in our minds we cancel out the grip fear has over our future. This is not just a
personal responsibility but a spiritual necessity if we are to rise as high as we desire. So beyond what this current
system teaches you, the sky is no longer the limit.
October - The Road To Awe
While I no longer rank my favourite movies in a top ten listing, there is one movie that for me, stands high above the
rest. It is a movie that I love to analyse and so for this months blog I have decided to tackle a slightly different
subject matter and review the movie THE FOUNTAIN starring Hugh Jackman and Rachel Weisz. I have recommended
this movie to many people and been disappointed how much confusion people seem to have regarding it, so my hope
is that I can bring some clarity to the overall themes. The movie starts off quoting genesis 3:24 "Therefore the lord
God banished Adam and Eve from the garden of Eden and placed a flaming sword to protect the tree of life." This tree
of life is the centre piece of the movie. Used as a symbol of universal creation, the tree of life represents the blueprint
of God contained in every root and in every vein of its leaves. Now if each of our human lives are like threads laying
side by side against other lifetimes, beyond our linear time perspective, each segment is unfolding at the exact same
time. These individual strands of physical life alloys us to experience an evolutional arc bringing us from exploration to
completion. From a sense of isolation to wholeness with all that is. This circular imagery is also reinforced by the
circular form represented in the image of the branches on the tree of life itself. The branches can be likened to spokes
on a tire helping us with the realization that everything completes. This is something the main character played by
Hugh Jackman as Tommy, must learn. In the movie this comes in the form of gentle whispers urging Tommy to "finish
it." This call sustains him and is the driving force that urges him to continue at all costs. We join Tommy in his life as a
conquistador in the 16th century. His queen sustains his quest to bring Spain out of peril. We will follow the thread of
his spirit into two other lifetimes in the 21st and 26th centuries. The Spanish conquistador is faced with a trap. The
tree of life is guarded by Mayan Warriors bringing impending death to the conquistador. "Forward still" he proclaims
as he is faced with an onslaught of natives. "I will not die, not here, not now." At the top of the Mayan temple. Here
the Lord of Xibalba, a Mayan priest, guards the entrance to the tree of life. "Death is the road to awe" he says
holding a flaming sword. The conquistador is struck down, his journey is not complete. Fast forward to the 26th
century. Tommy in his future life is putting the pieces of his spiritual understanding together with regards to the tree
of life. Again he reiterates his theme of endurance, "we're almost there - I won't let you die." The pursuit of his
spiritual enlightenment is a lonely path. The emotional bond with Izzy, his queen, haunts his consciousness. If he is
able to unlock the secrets of the tree of life, he will be able to finally reconcile his battle with immortality. And so we
start bouncing between these three lifetimes. We see Tommy taping unconsciously into knowledge from his other
lifetimes. In an attempt to reverse the failing health of Izzy in the 21st century lifetime, he experiments with a
compound ‘82-A46’ from an old growth tree originating from Guatemala where the conquistador faced the Mayan
warriors. In another scene Tommy returns home to Izzy and finds their pet bird out of its cage and loose. This is a
symbolic reminder to Tommy of Izzy's fate and his need to let her go. Izzy's role is to guide Tommy through this
understanding of death and rebirth. She shows him a nebula wrapped around a dying star. The Mayans call it Xibalba.
"It was their underworld, a place that dead souls go to be reborn" she explains. One way Izzy uses to help Tommys
development is that she is writing a book which she urges him to finish the last chapter. "It begins in Spain" she
states, "and ends there" looking towards the nebula. Izzy continues "How amazing the Mayans chose a dying star to
represent their underworld. Of all the healthy points of light in the sky, how did they find one that was dying?" This is
yet another hidden message about where Tommy’s final journey will take him in the 26th century lifetime. His fate
though, as always, is linked eternally to those other strands of lifetimes. The conquistador must confront again the
Lord of Xibalba atop the Mayan temple and "finish it." This is where we see Tommy able to discover his power to alter
the past. To jump across threads and to finally drink from the tree of life. THE FOUNTAIN is an expansive ground
breaking movie containing unbelievable visual effects, an amazing musical score, and powerful performances. With
every viewing I see something new to chew on, something different to contemplate, and all of these things broaden
my own contemplation of self. It is also a love story beyond anything else told on film and a spiritual journey so rich
that it will stay with you forever.
-The Fountain (PG-13) is directed by Darren Aronofsky and is available on dvd through Warner Bros. Pictures. An interesting side
note is that the movie was released on the weekend of November 24th 2006. The end date of the yearly Scorpio cycle. Scorpio
represents, among other things, death and rebirth.
September - Downtime
This September, after more than a five year break, I started listening again to my favorite talk radio station: WLS 890
out of Chicago, Illinois. Given I was doing so at work I afforded myself the luxury of spending 4-5 hours a day of
listening time. As I'm tuning in from outside the U.S. (and no longer subscribing to cable T.V.) i have been awakened
to the amount of absolute dissatisfaction there is regarding the state of affairs there. This of coarse I was naive to,
but listening to hosts and callers hour after hour really makes your eyes widen. Whether it's the cost of the next
quantitative easing effort, loan guarantees gone bad, unemployment numbers, pension fraud, Medicare fraud,
demands for a federal reserve audit, class warfare, or simply the price of gas, the grab bag of topics is right at your
finger tips. It is not that these are necessarily new problems but the extent with which they are impacting our lives
has never been greater. In a lot of cases if you can't cry out of frustration you might as well laugh. The really telling
thing for me however occurred when I heard a particular host telling his listening audience that if the current
leadership and policies are not changed, the country was finished. Now normally this kind of comment might be easily
discarded as an over exaggeration or extremism, however lets look at some starling facts* as of September 2011:
* An increasing number of unemployed Americans have become so desperate that they have started to look for work
overseas. For example, the number of Americans that are submitting applications for temporary work visas in Canada
has approximately doubled since 2008. Other Americans are willing to learn foreign languages and travel to the other
side of the world if that is what it takes to land a decent job.
* In 2008 the official U.S. Unemployment rate was 7.6 percent. Three years later it is 9.1 percent. According to John
Williams of shadowstats.com, after you add in all short-term discouraged workers, all long-term discouraged workers
and all Americans that are working part-time because they cannot find full-time employment, the real unemployment
rate should be approximately 23 percent.
* The number of Americans that are concerned that they will lose their jobs continues to hover near record highs.
According to Gallup, 30 percent of all employed Americans are worried that they will soon be laid off.
* Back in the 1950s, manufacturing accounted for about 28 percent of U.S. GDP. Last year, it accounted for just 11.7
percent. Meanwhile, manufacturing now accounts for about 25 percent of GDP in China and they now actually have
more factory production each year than we do.
* Back in 1980, less than 30% of all jobs in the United States were low income jobs. Today, more than 40% of all jobs
in the United States are low income jobs.
* The number of self-employed Americans continues to rapidly shrink. According the Bureau of Labor Statistics, 16.6
million Americans were self-employed back in December 2006. Today, that number has shrunk to 14.5 million.
* According to one recent survey, 61 percent of all Americans believe that they will not return to their "pre-recession"
lifestyles until at least 2014. According to a different recent survey, 39 percent of Americans actually believe that the
U.S. Economy has now entered a "permanent decline".
* The number of Americans living in poverty grew by 2.6 million last year. That was the largest increase since the U.S.
Government began calculating poverty figures back in 1959.
* On Barack Obama’s first day on the job, there were about 32 million Americans on food stamps. In 2011 there are
more than 45 million Americans on food stamps.
* According to Professor Laurence J. Kotlikoff, the U.S. "fiscal gap" increased by about 6 trillion dollars in 2010.
* Back in the year 2000, 11.3% of all Americans were living in poverty. In 2011, 15.1% of all Americans are living in
poverty.
A quote from Henry Makow Ph.D. sums it up: "The central banker agenda is to cause a Depression and use the turmoil to
consolidate their one-world tyranny." A lot of Americans are waking up to the cold hard reality of our struggling system.
The seed was planted in me back in 2006 when I was exposed to an Alex Jones Documentary called ENDGAME:
Blueprint for planetary enslavement. The shell with which I previously viewed the world had forever cracked wide open,
and it's next to impossible to repair that kind of damage. There are strong forces that discredit our individual rights,
dishonours our spiritual and emotional requirements and transforms our entitled freedoms into the slavery of a
hopeless treadmill system. The central banks are an integral part of this cycle. They are the mechanisms with which
economic terrorism is used against nations and individuals. We have been suckered into a bad debt, and that lie will
likely continue to erode our savings and eventually devalue our currencies. All in a days world when you are putting
together a multi-trillion Euro bank bailout plan.
* Excerpt from the article: "30 Signs That The U.S. Economy Is About To Go Into The Toilet" From: The Economic Collapse - September 20th 2011.
August - Intangics
If you've watched the movie Inception you might remember a scene where the character of 'Cobb' played by
Leonardo DiCaprio draws a circular sketch for Ariadne. "In a dream our mind continuously does this. We create and
perceive our world simultaneously. Our mind does this so well we don't even know it's happening" he says. In Intangics
there are two realms the relative and the quantum realms. This quote, from Richard Thomas Gerber at
Metaphysics.me, leads us into the world of Intangics. "When we sleep we enter the quantum realm, a world where there
is no mass and no limitation, when awake we navigate the relative realm where we find mass and limitation. The quantum
realm is the womb from which the relative realm emerges and returns in each moment. When one becomes fully aware
one is cognizant of their simultaneous existence in both." The intangible realm can be thought of as the processing
component and the tangible observable universe as the output. So where does the soul fit into all of this? Intangics is
described as a reversal of the perspective that the tangible gives rise to the intangible, and holds that the intangible
gives rise to the tangible. This is described as a unification between Metaphysics and Physics. So is the point of our
souls journey through this sleep/awake creative cycle to bring about a unification of consciousness between these
two aspects? Or do we simply come to understand the difference between the two, and live within that framework?
Once we understand the code behind the universe are we able to unlock ourselves from the participation of it, or are
we able to re-write the code to a higher degree, truly becoming the identity of a God like creator in our own right? I
am far from able to process some of the deeper philosophies behind this enormous concept, but I do like how this
topic blends well with some of my previous posts and elevates my thinking behind them. In the future I hope to revisit
this topic and delve deeper into it, and the possibilities that may lie buried within it.
July - The Scientific Destruction of Minds
There is a fascinating interview that I recently viewed on You Tube. The subject involves something I feel quite
passionately about and is a must view for anyone who has ever scratched their heads about why the educational
system seems to be dumbing itself down. The original thinking behind The Lifestream Curriculum was to reach children
by re-introducing some measure of compassionate, spiritually based thinking in the current school system. There
could be some excuse for thinking that what’s happening in the school system is just another example of some
natural societal downturn of values, but the lady behind these interviews suggests otherwise and gives us a lot of
brain food to chew on. Her name is Charlotte Iserbyt. A lady who served as Senior Policy Advisor in the Office of
Educational Research and Improvement (OERI) in the U.S. Department of Education. She served during the first
Reagan Administration and fell into information that changed her life completely. To some, her stories may seem like
conspiracy theories, but with a patient, clear and open mind, what she claims is simply obviously and shockingly
grounded in visible truth. Charlotte recalls how the educational system changed from an academic classical based
system to one of subtle brainwashing that is preparing children to accept a new socialist framework. Not something
to be said lightly, but Charlotte is not just talking idly. She has first hand experiences and observations to back up her
straight talking approach to what she strongly believes. So how did we fall from our sound academic education of
reading, writing and arithmetic? Charlotte points to the book: Conclusions and Recommendations: Report on the
commission on the social studies, from 1934 as an example of how old this idea is for a planned economy within the
United States. “The book virtually recommends that the curriculum all be geared to the soviet system” she explains.
“It’s been referred to by a leading British professor as a plan for a socialist America.” Charlotte recounts her exposure
to people who describe themselves as ‘change agents’ within the system. Charlotte was personally approached by
one of these agents who requested that she go for some in service training called ‘Innovations in Education.’ In this
training, she recalls, the facilitator identified how to find resisters in the community who were smart enough to know
that these programs were leading us towards a dumbing down approach. To further confirm these changes, Charlotte
personally attended 'Values Clarification Training' which highlighted in bold the changes she knew was happening all
around her. What hits this home for me personally is that she cites these changes as starting in 1973 (the year of my
birth) and going right through to the present day. In 1980 Charlotte received an appointment in the U.S. Dept. of
Education under President Ronald Reagan. It was here that Charlotte had first hand exposure to direct change agent
files. “All the stuff was left in the office and it was so depressing” she recounts, further stating that she’d stay some
times until 2 A.M. pouring through her readings. “It was the greatest horror story I had ever encountered” she further
states. Not only did she now have these files to corroborate what she already knew, but later found herself
transferred to the National Institute of Education where grants and contracts are sent out and research performed.
These, she tells us, are sent out not only throughout the U.S. but worldwide and involved “how to change the
educational system.” Everything that has lead to the present day, is what she refers to as the “unfreezing” of our
children’s values, the ones taught by the parents at home and the church. What Charlotte saw all those years ago is
what is actually happening now - a system gearing up to rear children to eventually accept the doctrines of World
Government. Something that politicians love being quoted as referring to. In the era of full blown world government
we will have, what Charlotte calls, a “planned economy.” (Something similar sounding to another term you may have
heard called Planned Parenting, which is a more friendly way to word the term eugenics.) In this planned economy
the school system will be known under a ‘school to work’ agenda which will have primary influence in work force
training, not academics. This, Charlotte points out, is all about what you can do, not what you think! This system will
identify children at a very early age for a destined type of service that will dictate everything about their life to be
lived until death. A world where the “upward mobility” of a child will be limited in every sense of the word. Scared yet?
Well it gets better. Charlotte explains in a depth I can’t go into here about the effect of putting computers in the
classroom as a way to squash freewill thought in children. This is where she says the “refreezing” will take place. This
is not the changing, she explains, of a child’s conscience, but the destroying of it. The values of the family and church
will be replaced, if not already, with an unquestioning allegiance and loyalty to a one world government and its one
world currency which drives the new planned economy. How much easier could it be for the elite? They have a slave
race that does not have the capacity to really question, least of which about the moral predicament that their own
lives have taken. This interview (segmented into 5 parts) on You Tube is a must view for anyone who cares about the
functioning of the educational systems in the U.S. and around the world. It can be found under the title: The Secret
History of Western Education: The Scientific Destruction of Minds – Charlotte Iserbyt. Released from prisonplanet.com
Charlotte Iserbyt is an author and former school board director in Camden, Maine. She was co-founder and research analyst of Guardians of Education for
Maine from 1978-2000. Her book: The Deliberate Dumbing Down of America, is available for download at deliberatedumbingdown.com.
June - Eugenics
Wikipedia defines Eugenics as "the applied science or the biosocial movement which advocates the use of practices aimed
at improving the genetic composition of a population, usually referring to human populations." Wikipedia then goes on to
explain that present "developments in genetic, genomic, and reproductive technologies have raised many new questions
and concerns about the meaning of eugenics and its ethical and moral status in the modern era." In the age in which we
live now, the term 'eugenics' has more commonly, or perhaps more politely, been dubbed "population control."
Anyway you slice it though, it amounts to a cold and calculated attempt to slowly get rid of people who have done
nothing but paved roadways of gold for the elite to travel down. If the elite have their way and form the New World
Order they seem so blinded to create and enforce, then their policy of eugenics will follow them arm in arm along the
way. This is a subject hard to fathom, let alone accept as reality. Yet, all around us there are signs of this in our
current every day life. Bilderberg elitists and others have openly stated their desire to reduce the global population by
a minimum of 80 percent. These beliefs are evident in their own public speeches and writings. It is important to
remember that these Elitists think differently than you or I. For us, sharing and family is a part of our community
minded, adult driven perspective. For them, survival and domination cloud their mind and all other possibilities are
squashed. Thus the stranglehold of our current economic reality is a slowly closing noose around our neck. Alan Watt
in his discussion "Cutting Through The Matrix" states: "Their big dream was to create a society where everyone would
simply obey, and be fairly healthy but obey. They didn’t want everyone to have equal intellect, they didn’t want competition.
A world where all the rest of those kinds, those kinds down below them, you know the inferior types, could match them in
the future, was something of a horror to contemplate by those who already held onto the reins of power." Alan goes on to
explain that "at the moment we’re going through the sterilization process, of covert sterilization, that’s not even
investigated." You might have come across these headlines directly from Bill Gates:
*Bill Gates Funds Covert Vaccine Nanotechnology for Mass Sterilization
*Bill Gates: Use Vaccines To Lower Population
*Gates Foundation Explains Bill Gates Re: Vaccines Reducing Population
Still having a hard time understanding. Not to worry - the elite have spelled it out for us "inferior types" with the
Georgia Guidestones, located in Elberton, Georgia. The Georgia Guidestones is a granite monument, engraved in
eight different languages on four giant stones. Let's digest just the first two points engraved on the monument:
1. MAINTAIN HUMANITY UNDER 500,000,000 IN PERPETUAL BALANCE WITH NATURE
2. GUIDE REPRODUCTION WISELY - IMPROVING FITNESS AND DIVERSITY
Well, there we go. Our fate as a race is sealed then, at least according to our globalist masters. Anyone who has
seen the movie Children of Men (adapted from P. D. James's 1992 novel) should understand the direct correlation
between the concept of eugenics and the future reality of 2027 that the film explores. In a world where most
governments have collapsed leaving millions of refugees to flood into the still functioning United Kingdom. The
governments solution is to offer a suicide kit called Quietus which is marketed on billboards, newspaper ads and
television commercials. "You decide when," says the commercial. It is finally out in the open and free for anyone
obtain. Offered with full governmental legitimately as if it was a bottle of headache tablets. While this is not the main
focus of the film, it is a chilling visualization of where we could be headed under this insanity. Andrew Niccol, in his
script for the 1997 movie 'Gattaca' touches on this whole topic in such an eloquent way as we follow the character of
Vincent Freeman, a "faith birth" or naturally conceived man living in a two class system of the disadvantaged and
fortunate. In the movie, Vincent recalls how he could never understand what possessed his mother to put her faith in
God’s hands rather than those of her local geneticist. Is this the divide we want for our society in the future? Even
Star Trek as early as the original series acknowledged in their back story that Earth had gone through "The Eugenics
Wars" (or the Great Wars) which were a series of conflicts resulting from a scientific attempt to improve the Human
race through selective breeding and genetic engineering. These wars were said to have devastated parts of Earth,
drastically causing tens of millions of deaths, and nearly plunging the planet into a new Dark Age. This dark age is
exactly where the Global Elite plan to take us. It is the hidden, or if you know what to look for - not so hidden, plan
behind one world government and a one world banking system. Here are a list of some of the most important issues
to keep in mind under the umbrella of soft kill / population control methods:
*Toxic chemicals added to public water supplies.
(fluoride is a known Poison)
*Agenda 21: A document for World Depopulation & Eugenics.
(Another humanitarian gift from the UN)
*Brain Eating Vaccines.
(Worldwide deaths related directly to vaccinations)
*End of the world fear based scenarios.
(Global Warming anyone?)
*Deadly Chemtrails in the sky.
(Public uneducated between vapour trails and chemtrails)
*Soft kill weapons such as GMO foods.
(We're all just "useless eaters")
The nature of a soft kill agent, for instance Aspartame, is that over the long term the resulting disease or ailment
caused will be unlinkable to the ingestion of the product. This is the Elites way of dusting off their hands of any direct
involvement or responsibility. We are living through a brutal phase of soft kill techniques. To understand and
comprehend the enormity of this topic requires an open mind, a deep breath and a willingness to connect the dots.
There is a ton of information at our fingertips. The writing is on the wall and it is in plain English. It is an unfortunate
reality and one that we've faced each day. Just perhaps without knowing.
May - Holographic Universe
For this post I chose a topic that I had heard bits and pieces of over the years but had not invested any reasonable
time in. Until now the topic was a mild curiosity to me. To answer it in depth for the purposes of this months post, was
quite an eye opening experience for me, and one that may change my perceptions of the universe going forward. The
question of whether this universe is a holographic projection, is apparently one that can only be understood hand in
hand with the theory of quantum physics. There are many sources of educational content on YouTube, and elsewhere
for delving into this arena. A necessity for those of us that are not particularly science minded. The potential though
for an intelligent breakthrough in the way we view the nature of the universe is right at our fingertips. This in itself is
an exciting proposal when so many of us are locked into the rigidity of a world so keen on prepackaged responses to
the unknown. Noel Huntley, Ph.D. in his research entitled 'The Wave Function is Real: The Holographic Quantum
Model' explains this subject with another key word that some of you may already know which is the infinity model of
fractals. A repetitive pattern with no beginning or end. Fractals are important in the topic of a holographic universe
because, as Noel Huntley claims, the universe has a fractal nature. This means that when you break down the
universe into its smallest of forms, like a geometric shape, that particle is simply a reduced-size copy of the whole.
Simply put, Huntley states that everything imaginable in the universe is made up of waves and that these waves
comprise of fractal groups extending into higher dimensions. Therefore, there are different fractal levels within wave
groups throughout 3D and 4D life, governed by frequency. If this is true, my interpretation would be that the fractal is
like the movie screen that the hologram is projected onto, and the waves are the individual frames of the film as it
passes through the projector at the movie theatre rate of 24 frames per second. Michael Coleman Talbot was a well
known author of comparing the universe to a hologram. According to Talbot, his holographic principle stated that the
entire universe can be seen as a two-dimensional information structure "painted" on the cosmological horizon, such
as the three dimensions we observe. Furthermore, stressing this point, John Archibald Wheeler supported by Jacob
Bekenstein were published in Scientific American magazine, stating that they "regard the physical world as made of
information, with energy and matter as incidentals." Isn't that the nature of the universe? Infinite information
encoded in a fractal form?! In 1982 the University of Paris research team led by physicist Alain Aspect performed an
experiment where they discovered that under certain circumstances subatomic particles such as electrons are able to
instantaneously communicate with each other regardless of the distance separating them. Essentially it didn't matter
whether they are 10 feet or 10 billion miles apart. This lead the research team to question Einstein's theory that
traveling faster than the speed of light was impossible. If in fact this is true, they theorized, each particle always
seems to know what the other is doing! Could our view of 'objective reality' as we believe it currently exists, not be
true to the way it actually exists? University of London physicist David Bohm believes that despite its apparent
solidity, the universe is at heart a gigantic and splendidly detailed hologram. This could be the final answer to why
we've held onto the deeply held sub-conscious belief that nothing in the universe is ultimately separate from anything
else or ourselves. We are a connected ocean of life and consciousness. As the character Neo in 'The Matrix' discovers
at the end of the movie, the world in which he inhabits is merely a projection which he can bend, mold, influence and
overcome. He learns this for the first time during his own death at the hands of Agent Smith. Neo chooses to believe
ultimately that he cannot die in that reality. His force of creative control extends beyond the projection and he re-
injects life into his perceived physically dead self. Now he understands his nature beyond the confines of the
projection and elevates himself into what quantum physicists call a super holographic level. A further stage of infinite
development where altering the web of reality is like picking up a paint brush to a canvas at any state of completion.
At this point Neo understands the child effortlessly bending a spoon. "Do not try and bend the spoon," he says,
"that's impossible... Instead only try to realize the truth. That it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself."
April – Balancing the Equation
The self help shelves of your local bookstore are full of material explaining how to transform your life. Some have
famous and charismatic icons of today’s culture on the front cover, and others sparkle with the promise of having the
one and only ‘key’. In some cases these transformations are even promoted as an effortless manifestation. We all
can probably point to one such book we have read in the past. Often however the reality can fall somewhat short of
expectation. The reason for this can be summarized either in a complicated fashion or an over simplified one. In any
case it has to do with a wide range of factors that are out of balance. It does not take a genius to realize that our
world is struggling, perhaps even spiralling out of balance. While I could talk about some of the causes of this let’s
stick to the core issue of balance. There are infinite examples of our world out of balance. We spend months looking
for a new job only to be up against factors we could not have perceive on the outset. We are an excellent driver, but
can’t account for someone’s irrational decision on the road. We make all the right parenting moves but another child’s
interaction can be like a spanner in the works. Balance has a lot to do with control. These factors are ‘biggies’ for us
to master, yet they are not taught in any meaningful real world way in any school that I know. Furthermore the
majority of working class people live by some kind of code of conduct that means we dutifully pay our taxes, smile at
the neighbour, and refrain too much from questioning authority. This is not always the case with those privileged
enough with a higher position in life. This is one key imbalance we are seeing in today’s world. The equation of those
living with positions of authority are not being balanced within their own lives, let alone by their equation against the
greater whole of the world. So here we can explore multiple levels of imbalance. This is why the wishes of the
working class routinely lag behind the stubbornly regimented controls put in place by bureaucracy and financial
slavery. In fact one does not have to look too hard to realize that controls are imposed on us to deliberately keep us
out of balance. If we were in absolute harmony with our God given power we would not give it away to government
as historically we have done. Now we all have passions in life. Things we love and easily get fired up over from time
to time. So when we set on applying new concepts in our life, and seem to fall short, we need to look at the balanced
equation as a whole. This is a puzzle where we must master the whole, not just the part we want to deal with. What
this requires though is a mode of thinking that can fathom the whole and when we do this we understand the
reasons behind why we are manifesting and why we are not. Knowing all the internal and external factors that are
present in our reality allows us to then, and perhaps for the first time, to make a truly balanced decision and move
forward as a creator of real results. For instance, if we feel passionately enough on one issue to protest in the
streets, yet we know the issue is being purposefully designed to provoke civil unrest, political persecution or violent
uprising then we are caught in factors to be wary of. Perhaps an existing government or leader is being set up to be
toppled by a foreign interest or the disobedience is being purposefully used as an example to implement new
totalitarian laws. If a fact like this becomes apparent then the option of protesting needs to be re-examined and a
new creative avenue can be chosen. I like the example of protesting because if our external world is out of balance
then it makes it harder to complete any of the manifestation we so deeply desire. Balancing the equation is coming at
life from a perspective of sharp focus that closely resembles the mind of 'God'. A healthy state of equilibrium fulfills us,
rejuvenates us, and replenishes us. A world where those principles reign supreme is a world where we would all be
masters of our chosen destinies.
March – Redefining Prayer
The word prayer conjures up a lot of specifically related imagery, person by person. The consequences of which tend
to be beneficial or negative depending on your social and religious conditioning. It also may depend on how well
adept you are in applying old concepts to your life in new ways, and how willing you may be to silence the voices of
those around you who are unwilling to adopt change. While prayer around the world is generally segmented into
different disciplines, its definition sometimes associates with begging, a formally scripted routine or simply a time
consuming process. If we accept a reality where life is a joined continuum of complete consciousness, then we are in
a mutually held creative process. A process that we all have agreed to at a deep and fundamental level. The natural
extension of this thinking leads us to the realization that we are experiencing moment by moment, hand in hand, with
a higher consciousness. We are all held in a universal web. This has personally been one of my most effective
visualizations for me during meditation. This also excellently applies itself to the concept of prayer. This shifts the
pattern of thought from the old God of separation, to the new God of living engagement as it openly manifesting
through our lives. This theory will cause hesitation in some who have been taught to resist this kind of relationship.
However all realities in the universe are in fact as fluid as the oceans on this planet. It is our limited thinking, which
becomes the commonly accepted social norm, that kills the possibility of an elevated viewpoint on this matter. While
our creator may morn for our disconnection, it is only us that suffers needlessly. Our rigidity can only contribute to our
ultimate downfall. We all know what it is like to resist change out of fear. The way I have overcome this in my own
personal experience, at key times, has been to view myself taking one single step forward. In and of itself, a simple
concept, but the trick is in how you engage your mind with this step. Coming from a place of stagnancy this forward
motion forces the universe to re-contour to your new operating capacity. And with your new capacity level you write,
through absolute intention, your new operating instructions. This is your new level of conscious commitment as you
match, to a greater degree, the craving deep inside of you for change. It is, at its highest level, about being one with
the ultimate supportive force actively working within you. Having a dialogue with this pure presence every step of the
way ensures our success and also the health of our mental and emotional well being. It is a truly co-creative process
where desire and intent spur action and results. Or as I summarize the curriculum: force->focus->flow. This
philosophy has the capability to rapidly speed our development in a rounded way. As we approach our spiritual
directive with a firm desire to do so, the universal presence meets us half way as like attracts like. When applied, this
new realization also forces us to refuse old physical attachments, denies us from falling back into old situations, and
helps us ignore the distractions that are so prevalent in today’s world. There are life changing implications at hand
when we redefine outdated definitions with the truth of our own personal language and understandings.
February - A Universal Code
I was recently pondering if, through spiritual eyes, one could break down the universe into a form of code. Strands or
particles of light in a mathematical type of order - something like a fractal. In my mind these strands would be similar
to the ones I have listed on the Interact page of this website. This code could be manipulated by those aware
enough to be able to use it. Like shifting pieces of a puzzle with your finger. This would be ultimate proof that we are
our own creator - dictating the flow and course of our lives. The argument of whether the universe is completely
chaotic or completely orderly has been discussed for eons. In a way this is reflective of the duality in our own
consciousness. It is also the two extremes that comes with the gift of our free will. If we have pure creative potential
then within this code could be a sense of fluidity that would mean that past, present and future are intertwined and
ever-lastingly connected. There would be no hint of limitation within this understanding, making fear be seen as the
true illusion that it is. This would be true conscious existence where we have understanding of all the natural
processes in the universe. Perhaps this code is present in every fibre of this universe, both seen and unseen. How
we create a consensus on it might be as easy as where we decide to put a road, sidewalk and streetlight. Or to use
another example, a sports field, where all we need to do is agree on the ball we're going to play with. That would be
the expression of true creative evolvement. Taking a universal constant and utilizing it back to the ultimate source.
January - Reconciling Light & Dark
One of the things that I found myself grappling with over the past year has been how to balance my continuing
knowledge of abuses of power against my desire to act as a voice for all the wrongs that I know are taking root in
the world. Do we protest peacefully or violently? Where in that spectrum is the most effective use of our power? At
which point do we sit down and meditate in silence and at what time do we pound the drum and let our voices be
heard? These sound like simple decisions until we find ourselves increasing our knowledge of why certain things
continue to happen in negative cycles on this planet. That is when our former cosy view of things can tend to get
shattered. When that happens it often is shattered for good. We wake up. If you are open minded enough these
days you can blast through deeply implanted structures of perceptions that have been painted for you by the
overlapping of mind manipulation. These forms of manipulation are an onslaught from all directions including corporate
commercials to the subtlety of hand moving politicians. When we wake up from the slumber of media, government
and societal control that governs our lives now we are realizing that we may not have been as free as we've been let
to believe. That our lives have existed within a carefully controlled system. A system tailored towards maintaining
oppression and corruption. So how do we collapse such a carefully woven web when we feel we do not possess the
resources to bring it down? We must become a web ourselves. A web of light to counter the web of fear and
darkness. So the road ahead can begin for us with a personal affirmation or a commitment to courage and moral
integrity. What could be a better foundation for this web of free thinking, freely accepting, freely maintained
consciousness. And how different that appears to us now when we compare it to our current system of things.
